“ I am enough, I am called, blessed and highly favored and A child of the most high living God,”Amen and Amen!
I feel like every time I get back on here I’m saying the same thing “ dang it’s been a minute” and it honestly has! Life has been been super busy lately with school & work but needless to say, I’m here now (again).
The past couple of months I have been preparing myself for a beauty pageant and from September to now, I have genuinely felt an increase in confidence in who I am, my career choice, and most importantly my inner and outer beauty. Everyone who knows me, knows that I have struggled with learning to love who I am for me, I lacked a lot confidence and that’s probably the worst thing someone can ever do, is not love them self but try to give out love to others when you barely have enough for yourself. Unfortunately for me, it took a beauty pageant to bring that out but is it really unfortunate in a sense? For anyone who typically struggles to love yourself, ask yourself why. Is it because a past relationship? The people you surround yourself around always trying to dim your light? Your mental health not being in the correct place for you to gain that type of love for yourself? So many things take part into what’s holding you back, for me, mine definitely was my mental head space, y’all know I always bring mental health up in every post I make because it is so important that you are mentally healthy so you can love yourself properly as well as the people around you. Yes, it is a tough journey but any journey that you have to go through will never be easy honestly, it is very uncomfortable, but you have to be uncomfortable for a moment to be comfortable for a lifetime.
Sometimes you’re going to struggle, have hard days, look in the mirror and not like what you see and that’s okay! I went through it, It’s all apart of the healing journey because one day you’ll look back and remember what you went through to get to the place that you are in right now and be able to share your own story!
Always remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully made by someone who makes no mistakes, let that be your light and eye opener to move forward and gain that confidence.
I love you all, until next time <3
“I give all my battles to you Lord, guide me through whatever path and allow me to consistently listen to your voice as the worldly things try to distract me , allow me to always remember that my Godly father will never lead astray .. Amen
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